it amazes me how sudden darkness decends
actually it never does come down slowly on you
in grabs you by surprise
unless you are by the waves watching the sun dip beneath the horizon
you can never catch that exact moment when darkness hits
you turn you eye for just that one second
and when you glance back out of the window
the suns gone

its been pretty much an insane week and i cannot even begin to phantom how i am going to make it through and entire 13 weeks of school.
as it stands now, i believe that i have skipped more classes than i have been for and thats quite a frightening thought
and theres my GPA to maintain which is currently on the verge of slipping under
yes its time to be afraid.
and i am weary.